Dreaming of Rainbow

PCOS have been in my body since i was in school.... 13 years old as far that i can remember. I was not obese...but my  period were very very irregular.... I can go having NO period at all in 1-2 years. I knew right away there's something wrong with me.... And when i was at the tender age of 16 i knew that it will  be difficult for me to have children of my own.Nobody told me this but i just knew from Biology class  and during that time we have a topic on human reproductive. My parent did bring me to see O&G specialist ,  the doctors just tell me i have hormone imbalance  and prescribed me with hormone pills for every 3 months and everytime they want me to menstruate.... But really doc? A teen with hormone pills for months??? I  definitely wont consume it for every 3 months... Yeahh the rebel me..... I think i just ate them for a month a year against my doctor wished for me to take every 3 months...huhuhu In my University years i become more aware...

To share my journey of finding my rainbow baby/babies. As to date 3 Jun 2019 i have suffered 3 miscarriages.... All around 5 weeks gestation.. And all conceptions were via IVF. I already been through 2 egg retrievals (OPU)   at a fertility center in Kuala Lumpur. Dec 2016 the 1st  OPU was in 2016 when i was 37 years old. We managed to get 5 blastocyst. First 2 FETs (frozen embryo transfer) of total 4 blastocyst embryos, 2 transfered at one time, each resulted in 5 weeks miscarriage. The 3rd FET we just transfered 1 blastocyst but sadly didn't took, this last embryo from the 1st OPU have gone through 2 thawing process and i guess it had some impact with the result. Oct 2018 2nd OPU we managed to get 3 blastocyst embryos and 2 3 days embryos. Done my FET March 2019 with 2 blastocyst. 1st scan on April showed 2 sacs however in the same day i miscarrage then at 5weeks 2 days. Still have 3 more embyos left frozen. Thinking to switch fertility doctor. Now already...